ms. B tops the list here.
yeah she knows just 'bout all their locations & knows how to work 'em so well,
i tend to think she installed most ov 'em.
....dnt like the idea of ppl knowing me too well,
cos i stil wanna be able to spring up a few surprises on ppl,
and stil hav them in the dark (i lyk 'em there, its easier to manipulate)
not to talk 'bout sum1 knowing just how to wield certain actions & reactions from me
(exactly wat i think Ms. B's capable ov)
i think i'd be 'on point' if i pointed out naw (Lol) that she's my gf!
she says its perfectly normal that she has that effect on me,
if we rili do fil the way we say we do, bout each other!
she's paramount in my mind, at all times...true
i luv her lyk crazy...stil true!
BUT,
the nid to hold sumtn bak iz stil there,
more like a cushion shuld incase things go south!

haven't finished dis yet, but i'm sure i'd get bak to it,
wiv the ryt drive i nid to finish this!
talkin bout this aspect ov 'meka,
is one ov the hardest things for him!...
Maybe cos he hates to appear weak,
one thing that book, the ''48 Laws of Power'' taught him to be wary of!
Wanting to look, as if always in control ov situations...
and capable to handle it on his own seldom needing help from others!
(i was gonna stop ryt?!...sori, that boy's aura fascinates me & i'm usually carried away, wivout even knowing it!....see wat i was just talkn bout)