dont know what i did to recieve a stinker like that...
but i'm forced to almost agree wit the part ov it that said,
i need to grow up and become a man like ma mates...

been tryin to get an innate description dat drives the point home bout the 'growing up' thingy...!!
wat makes a man grown up,
just like those in the same age group wit him???

i'm 21 and dont own a car ov ma own..
but most guys ma age now do.
COULD THAT BE WHAT SHE MEANT???

cos frankly,
she's in the same skul wiv me and havin' a ride,
aint so big a deal...
and based on a known fact,
ha neva wantn to go home.
dnt know the real reason,
but maybe she lives in a place,
so BAD! its hurt to be associated wiv it,
around the kinda life she so voraciously built for herself
or RATHER! trys to fit in to!!!

...bak to ma point ab initio...
based on all this,
she gets to hang out in ma town, ABUJA!!
wher to most very fortunate ppl,
money's just a piece ov paper,
and it so easily rolls in continuously.

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i'm not as angry as i was when i started writing this,
so i guess i've lost that inspiration and zeal i started wiv...
dont think the fact that i was angry when i started this,
might hav influenced the image in which i so vividly potrayed ma thots,
its only helped me explain so unequivocally/unambiguously the point to all this...
she's got some seriously complicated inferiority complex issues,
and we can't blame it all on her now,
cos we know wher she's coming from...

i tink i've still got a bit ov that anger in me,
so i guess i'd keep writing.

most guys hav runs on the side that fetches 'em so serious change,
to throw about evry now and then,
and consequently get the added benefits associated wit money...GURLS,
and by the size ov ur pocket, a lot more gurls..
always ready and available ovce you've got the cash to spend.

should this be what'll make me grown up,
or acting ma age???

there's so much money the illegal way,
and most ov this is gotten that way,
and nobody really cares...

i could swing that way,
but does it make me a better man than someone making a honest living,
or waiting for the ryt time for things to play out???

i know we all do rung,
one way or the other,
but some rung have got to carry a greater penalty than others!!!